What HAVE you been doing young lady?

Ok. So I haven't really been doing anything Meat-related this month. But I've been kinda of out of it- mind all over the place. VERY un-relationship-stable. I've been trying to catch up with friends, figure out what I want to do, and not find meat for the time being. As meat in this time of confusion can cause more confusion (indigestion?). But I feel that time may be changing. Today is my last day with eharmony. I am totally in 2 minds about whether to renew it or not. To be honest, the last few people that I have been in contact with haven't really got me jumping for the stars. But I feel like I'm being really superficial about it- they'll have written something that doesn't quite sit right, although there is every indicator that we'd get along. Maybe I should sign on for another month, and then see...

It doesn't help that this morning there was a guy who contacted me who I really liked. Straight away. Let's call him... Carlton- because that's where he's from. But - I only have one day left! Oh the stress. I feel a renewal may be coming on! There has been no judgment as to whether or not this online dating thing really works. Maybe I need to check it out just a little longer and see.....