And thus ends the Honeymoon Period....

Well. It had to happen. I've been here over 3 weeks and now things are beginning to look a little more.... *shudder*... settled. Landscaper called off our fling, the internet dating site is giving me nothing, it seems even my plutonic mates (including Neo) are dating, leaving me not even someone to hang with and give me boy talk. Why do I need to be around testosterone so much?

So everyone seems to be getting on... and life seems to be getting on... but I seem to be sitting in the house, unpacking scarves from Vietnam and reminiscing of my weekends in Thailand, Hoi An and with my friends in Hanoi enjoying massages and cheap ice-cream.

What I need, I think you'll agree, is a night out with my girlfriends. I'm no whore, but I like one-night stands now, and I feel I'm in need for one again. Is that an ok thing to say? Hey, if you don't like it, don't read it.. I'm feeling a little predatory and I hate when I'm like that. Kinda like Samantha from Sex and the City, but without the charisma... damn you Landscaper - you got me started and now look at me!! I should have known not to jump in straight away! And I think what makes it worse is the nicest possible way how he told me he wasn't interested anymore. This was it (via text):

"Hey (name), I hope you had a good night. Look, I need to tell you I can't keep up with this casual shag thing, because my heart lies elsewhere. I'm sorry. (Landscaper)"

Like we were in a relationship! I feel like I was broken up with - F*buddies aren't meant to be like that- you just stop contact!! ARGH why was he so nice!?!