
So tomorrow night is re-entry into Melbourne. A few friends are having a welcome back party for me. This has me thinking of coming home and the past men I've been with that are still residing in Melbourne.
As I've said before, Melbourne isn't a particularly difficult place to meet men (compared to Hanoi), and this has meant that on return there are men that I've been around before that I maybe need to make more decisions about (or, is that just crazy over-analytical talk I wonder?)
Of course, there's the lovely men like Tim Yellowshirt, who is a typical f*buddy. We have absolutely nothing to say to each other. Seems to wear yellow shirts (or at least, he did once) hence the name. And the best thing? We both get our arrangement. Then there's the ones you slept with once or twice and you see them all the time... (what's with that?) and you just continue being friends. Not that it matters, you're all friends now, right? Well, I suppose so... but you know that feeling that you get, when you know something has happened with someone in the past, and you can't help but wonder....
So, in terms of past men, there isn't anything for me to be "writing home" (ha!) about, in assuming something is going to happen. But like most women, that little bit inside makes me wonder: am I going to meet up with them again? If so, what will happen? Anything? And if it does what will it mean? We know loads of women over-analyse this way (including all my single friends)- it's a popular topic as well- a bunch of books and blogs are about this- look at the sex and the city series! All I'm gonna say, is maybe we all just want to be a part of "something" thus we think about potential "somethings" a lot. Simple, but makes sense to me. So, should I put on the yellow shirt or should I hold off and try a different style?
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